Hey steve you know this is gonna be the hardest christmas that your amazing wife and kids have ever had and i know your looking down on them to help them get through this christmas without you and i can assure you all your friends will be there to support them also..i know i will for sure, i can honestly say the worlds a darker place without you mate but you went to a better place only at the wrong time love you man and see you again in time. Boogey.